6/10/09 12:31 am
2 a.m.
I wake up in Lake Havasu City, behind a gas station, without a shoe. I've seen myself in worse condition before so I don't question it, I just accept it. I did again, I've fucked it up yet again and I'm ready to suffer the consequences. My cellphone is safely hidden in an inside pocket of my pants because I don't trust it in a safe place anymore, but my wallet has been stolen. I'm 80 bucks out and when I have to call my sister she can't stop giving me a hard time. "Sam, how many times are you going to do this to yourself?" she asks, "One of these days I'm not going to be able to rescue you." she assures me, "Why don't you just get help?" she says and before I can say another word she hangs up the phone and is on her way to pick me up. I have her in the palm of my hand and I've never felt guilty of taking advantage of her.
( The story goes on... )
I wake up in Lake Havasu City, behind a gas station, without a shoe. I've seen myself in worse condition before so I don't question it, I just accept it. I did again, I've fucked it up yet again and I'm ready to suffer the consequences. My cellphone is safely hidden in an inside pocket of my pants because I don't trust it in a safe place anymore, but my wallet has been stolen. I'm 80 bucks out and when I have to call my sister she can't stop giving me a hard time. "Sam, how many times are you going to do this to yourself?" she asks, "One of these days I'm not going to be able to rescue you." she assures me, "Why don't you just get help?" she says and before I can say another word she hangs up the phone and is on her way to pick me up. I have her in the palm of my hand and I've never felt guilty of taking advantage of her.
( The story goes on... )